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MELISSA KOAY

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Oblivion

So I found this in my documents titled “I want it to end”, and of course with a title like that I had to open to see what I wrote. It was made last year, and I have no recollection of writing it, or the emotions that drove those words to come out. Perhaps I did it just for fun? Anyway here it is, enjoy. I rather like it myself. Sometimes I amaze myself.

I want it to end: everything. Let all that encompasses me at this very moment, just fall into oblivion; a sort of contemporary art piece that fell out of lines, out of the borders and onto the infinite space of canvas that compromises the universe. Let it all vanquish into nothing – a nothing of nothingness. And perhaps where I am now, and everything around me, can just go away, soar up into the sky and hopefully incinerate by self combustion. Yes, like a rocket ship that has gone array and by some sick trick of fate, malfunctioned and blew up into many speckles of scrap metal. And the many pieces yet again crushed into powder by the atmosphere’s intense pressure, turned into oblivion – how I want it to all end.

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Just blurting it out..

Love is the only rational act.

Mother Theresa, Mahatma Gandhi, and Martin Luther King Jr. are my all time heroes.. John Lennon too!

I miss him <3 very much

“We must be the change we wish to see in the world.” – Gandhi

There are 3 books, a collection, I want to buy. (13rm each) They are about my 3 heroes and what they did for the word, and their words of wisdom.

I also want a Human Biology Dictionary by Collins. Why? For fun. I like reading on biology and knowing the terms. Shut up. I’m weird, I know.

I’m currently working on my sociology research. At this moment I am in no position to retort any information, yet.

Just sent her order for her Holga camera, and going to transfer the dough tomorrow. Can’t friggin wait to start snapping the candidness of the world, capture them on film, and let them languish in time.

Wants to take her fathers bicycle, bike around Penang with new camera and captivate the beauty of the world.

Melissa is wondering when she can go on that cruise? Gotta get school things out of the way first, should I wait till after finals?

Economics = 0.5 marks off an A-     bloody hell!

Music = 70% effing failure.. Don’t think I can get an A in music no more, unless I ace my presentation and final exam. Fat chance. Oh well, I took the class out of curiosity, and at least I learned something new.

I haven’t been partying for a long while now…

I was 52 kg, and I wanted to get to 50kg. Now I’m 50 kg, and I want to get to 47 – 48 kg. Just 5lbs to go, I can do it. Not much motivation though; everything fits.

I really don’t want to do my econs research paper, and have been procrasinating and working on my socio instead even though it’s not due till next next week.

I’ve realized that many things I didn’t understand when I was younger, I have learned to appreciate as I am older.

Thinking about the future…

Love starts at home first. Before you can love your neighbor or the world, it has to start from somewhere closest to you first, before you can spread it to the streets… to the world.

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Busy like a Bee

Yeah, as the title states so: I’ve been busy like a bee. That means no time to update, as well, nothing much to update. The normality of my life has broken down my urgency and need to blog about anything. But then again, while I’m here I might as well say something right? oihgneikghnritkgh werigekrhgeigibgiigbkjsegio cunt.

notations:

  • I’m happy Canada won the women and men ice hockey, especially that Crosby got that goal in overtime
  • Is anticipating the final work of her sociology assignment which has yet to be started, but I know it will be good
  • Has a lot of assignments to do
  • Has too many things to do, and they clash, which sucks
  • Wants to go on a cruise
  • Is glad the boyfriend is actually leaving the country for the first time to Australia
  • Is at the moment studying economics
  • Finally got a hold of Goldman’s Emotional Intelligence book and can’t wait to read it
  • is taking an interest in music appreciation for the first time since the course started
  • I need to get a haircut asap and get a facial, book appointment, but its not a priority no wonder these things never get done
  • Wants to go rollerblading…

fin.

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